Letter to Judy Satori

    This is the letter I wrote to a wonderful woman, Judy Satori, who has been doing free activations over the phone. It's all about ascension and clearing out our current and pastlife trauma, opening the heart, opening to deeper peace. These are the things that I've experienced since the Heart Chakra and Metatron activations.

Here are the links for anyone who would like to listen to the recordings of these two tele-classes:

    Heart Chakra Activation:  http://www.audioacrobat.com/note/CphjpQ6Q/

    Archangel Metatron Activation:  http://www.audioacrobat.com/note/C70kSjJQ/

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    ...Thanks for sticking with me this far. First I need to tell you about the Heart Chakra activation. When I first listened to it, everything I experienced was pretty typical: Heat through my body, lots of tingling coming down through my crown, very hot feet, and a general feeling of clearing. I wasn't experiencing much emotion at all, and to be honest, this worried me for a while since I know I have some emotional stuff buried deep in my body. That is until you moved to the Core Star. It was almost as though there was this tiny person inside of me trying to break free and I and my body were resisting and resisting. Don't be alarmed by this because it has since continued to clear, but I even experienced physical pain in the area of my Core Star. All this shocked me slightly and I did some research on the Core Star itself, but I haven't found much useful information on what exactly it is and how to work with it.

    A few days after I had listened to the Heart Chakra activation a few times, I felt suddenly compelled to write letters to the people I love most in this world telling them how I truly feel. It almost felt motivated out of a sense of urgency, since the time we have here is so short. But what is most odd is that I actually followed through on this impulse(unusual for me.) I'm still working on this project; the letter to my mother was so emotional for me to write, I've taken a break. ;-)

    I've also noticed that my physical chest feels different; higher, extending farther forward, and more laterally open(if that makes any sense.) I've been more emotional lately, not in a bad way, just more sensitive. I've been approaching people more easily(I'm usually extremely introverted) and talking to them on a more personal level rather than "taking care of business." My voice has become a little deeper at times. I've been telling people my troubles and things I need to work on, whereas I typically remain silent and try to work things out for myself. These are most of the things I've been experiencing that I associate with the Heart Chakra activation.

    Now the Metatron Activation. The first time I listened to it, I was expecting the experience to be somewhat similar to the previous activation: Heat, tingles, etc. While I did experience those things, their intensity was ramped up at least ten fold. I almost felt like I had taken something and was in an altered state of consciousness. Some parts of it were a little difficult to throw myself into fully to "just let it happen." At some parts I found myself very gently rocking back and forth to the rhythm of your words of light, feeling I almost knew what was to come next. At other parts I found it difficult to stand in one place or just to remain standing. Afterward I felt not drained but... unplugged from one source and plugged into another is a phrase that fits, I think. I was slightly dizzy.

    In the days that followed -- it's been about a week now -- I've had a very lasting feeling of expansion of my energy field. Every morning I wake up, I'm surprised at how much energy my arms are feeling, and so quickly upon rising when I'm usually half-unconscious. As I mentioned before, I've always been extremely introverted -- if the doorbell rang when I was a child, I'd run and hide in the hall closet -- so any loud noises or unexpected external stimuli have always made me physically ache, mostly in my muscles and bones. Now nothing seems too intrusive, and if it is, it doesn't hurt. I've always been pretty sensitive to energy when I want to be, but I've always noticed my mind getting in the way, creating gaps in my perception. Lately energy was felt much more coherent, liquid, and smooth all the way down to my bones. When I'm running energy through food or crystals, I find my hands moving into positions effortlessly, as though the energy were doing it for me. I've been much more sensitive about what I put in my body. I've felt inclined to eat less, to drink red wine instead of ANY hard alcohol, and to eat less meat. I've even considered becoming a vegetarian again...