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March 2009 
What Dreams?
Posted on Sep 14th, 2007
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sadhaka
sadhaka
I knew I wouldn't sleep well last night because of a late nap and a late nip. The latter being beer(i.e. liquid bread.)
I went outside to sleep on the couch. Too itchy. Went back to bed. Snoring. Went back to the couch.
I don't remember what happened first. Some kind of energy transfer from my higher chakras drained completely and leaked out my stomach with a million mischievous cackling voices buzzing out my skin. It was like having the wind knocked out of me energetically. My mind immediately began searching for someone/thing to reach out to for help. The helpless Christian in me returned for a moment and Jehovah came to mind. I could see the window of the living room -- astral vision -- and felt that calling out to him would be the same as calling out to the sky: empty shouting. Then, of course, I called on my HGA. A flood of white light surrounded me and several deep voices began resonating in my head. So much noise, so loud, it felt like the wind of a hurricane blowing in my ears and that my head was going to burst.
I think I consciously stopped calling on my HGA somehow and fell asleep. It happened a second time. So strange. I could see it all happening internally somehow. The space was frazzled and staticky, electric gray with tinges of red. I felt Them coming back and I got scared. My HGA pulled me up again. Then once I think I tried to open my head to let him in further and the energy became so intense it physically hurt.
Everything else in between, paranoia. I 'saw' men outside my garage moving huge plants and trees up to a new apartment, and I was sure they were going to try to break in. I tried to lock the door and the handle broke off. I couldn't believe it. I kept making sure there was something next to me -- not in physical reality of course -- like a glass or a wine bottle to throw at them.
All in all I have no idea what was going on. I hate the idea of astral attack by malevolent entities. It makes me more paranoid. My energy is my own and not up for grabs. I have to think it was some kind message telling me where I'm weakest, what needs the most work, and showing me how much I can rely on my HGA.
I went outside to sleep on the couch. Too itchy. Went back to bed. Snoring. Went back to the couch.
I don't remember what happened first. Some kind of energy transfer from my higher chakras drained completely and leaked out my stomach with a million mischievous cackling voices buzzing out my skin. It was like having the wind knocked out of me energetically. My mind immediately began searching for someone/thing to reach out to for help. The helpless Christian in me returned for a moment and Jehovah came to mind. I could see the window of the living room -- astral vision -- and felt that calling out to him would be the same as calling out to the sky: empty shouting. Then, of course, I called on my HGA. A flood of white light surrounded me and several deep voices began resonating in my head. So much noise, so loud, it felt like the wind of a hurricane blowing in my ears and that my head was going to burst.
I think I consciously stopped calling on my HGA somehow and fell asleep. It happened a second time. So strange. I could see it all happening internally somehow. The space was frazzled and staticky, electric gray with tinges of red. I felt Them coming back and I got scared. My HGA pulled me up again. Then once I think I tried to open my head to let him in further and the energy became so intense it physically hurt.
Everything else in between, paranoia. I 'saw' men outside my garage moving huge plants and trees up to a new apartment, and I was sure they were going to try to break in. I tried to lock the door and the handle broke off. I couldn't believe it. I kept making sure there was something next to me -- not in physical reality of course -- like a glass or a wine bottle to throw at them.
All in all I have no idea what was going on. I hate the idea of astral attack by malevolent entities. It makes me more paranoid. My energy is my own and not up for grabs. I have to think it was some kind message telling me where I'm weakest, what needs the most work, and showing me how much I can rely on my HGA.
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~~1:45 PM~~
In retrospect this and other similar experiences I've had while not sufficiently described as failed involuntary OBEs may possibly be adequately described as the effects of spontaneous Kundalini activation: Itching, restlessness, energy transfers, paranoia(either because of being half asleep and unable to mentally handle the experience or the body not being adequately prepared), internal voices and rumbling, and I forgot to mention that I heard a flute playing after a while that was faint but relaxing and finally lulled me to sleep.
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Hi Sadhaka,
I have come here from The Dream Garden.
I am a bit confused by what you have written because I cannot separate the dream proper from the rest. May I make a suggestion, please? Edit a copy of the above restricting yourself to the dream itself whilst making comments separately and put the revised version in The Dream Garden following your recent entry? You may get a clearer interpretation, or clearer interpretations, from members.
By the way, what is HGA?
Ian. [Co-administrator]
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I get the feeling that you are ambivalent about this relationship with your Holy Guardian Angel/s in that you seem to have negative and positive feelings toward it - hence the confusion, apparent fear, noise, violence, etc. Am I correct?