11-21-08: Blessings Begin

11-21-08 – I just had one of those eye-opening and heart provoking experiences. Seeing as I can't practice Kunlun for a full hour anymore – I'm shy about the meditation room now and I never have time at home – I've just been doing AD channeling and the soul communication stuff. Today I really delved into the soul communication, and I first called on Saint Germain and the Guan Yin. I have absolutely no associations for Guan Yin except that she's beautiful and loving and the embodiment of femininity. And Nick seems to like her. I chanted “from” Saint Germain; I had asked for a blessing of transmutation. Then I chanted “from” Guan Yin and asked for a blessing of healing and general ascension stuff. I had no idea what to expect. Clearing my mind to let it come through, the quality of sound was completely different than that from Saint Germaine and much more song-like. It lasted until it ended, that is, it was very powerful and then just stopped.

     After saying a little salutation to Saint Germain and doing “soul language” as the book calls it, I was overcome by presence. This immensely righteous presence, powerful and kingly, was whooshing through me, almost moving me physically. I started to sob. I was so grateful and thanked Saint Germaine over and over. I don't know what was cleared out, but it was something.

    After saying a little salutation to Guan Yin and doing soul language, I was... this is very odd. I don't recall how I felt at all. I know it was good, and I know there was something significant about it, but I can't really pinpoint what it was. I asked her for healing, I chanted in soul language, I sort of sang, then it stopped. I can't remember what happened after that.

     The real kicker came, though, when I headed back to work. I had a fine time in the car listening to my music, semi-avoiding the new sensations inside me doing this work. As I walked toward the sidewalk, I thought of the monk who is sometimes here selling literature from the Society for Krishna Consciousness and that I'd like to talk to him again. I imagined telling him that I had just called on Guan Yin and that I had a wonderful experience, that I'm opening up a great deal, etc, etc. Then I saw something that looked like one of their small colorful books on a bench up ahead. As I got closer I realized it was a picture of a goddess, then I stopped to pick it up and turned it over. It was a card as would accompany a gift. I opened it to find that the goddess pictured on the front was “Kwan Yin, Goddess of compassion.” I just about fell over. The card is dirty as if it's been run over, and there was a bunch of old tape stuck to the back. Inside it say in print, “May the happiness you bring to others come back to you a thousand fold.” Then in handwriting it says, “And we're back. To my one and only love...” then it's signed with an illegible name. Of I kept it.

     I usually don't have things that obvious happen to me. Guan Yin is, according to Soul Communication, the goddess for the new soul light era. She has a different name, Ling Hui Sheng Shi – which I think is pronounced ling hwei shung shr, if I'm not mistaken, but who the heck knows the tones anyway? I've never really had a resonance with any deity besides Shiva. But to see an obvious message like this, to have it smack me in the face... I'm speechless.