11-27-08: Deepening the Calls

11-27-08 – I had a wonderful blessing from Lakshmi this morning. It totally changed my view of Soul Communication. Her personality came through so clearly and warmly, like a gracious host at a beautiful banquet who takes the time to talk to just you and make you feel at ease. I've started to include the request “May this blessing/healing come through my voice” every time I do SC. It reminds me, and hopefully those whom I contact, that I will be speaking as though they are speaking directly through me; I think it sets up an appropriate mindset. The language that was coming through my mouth was very conversational, and the tones were very vocal as opposed to chant- or song-like. After a while her gracious and giving attitude made me laugh quite a lot, and the blessing coming through me turned into precious laughter.

     First Saint Germain. A very intense Violet Fire heart healing. As I finished, the sun came out. Then I had the notion I should work with some entities who are helping humans integrate divine energies and physical energies, not just as in transmutation of physical to spiritual or even blockages to divine light, but the additive and artificial chemicals and toxic garbage that's floating around this earth. I've always thought instead of having to lead a life of complete separation from all of that junk, there must be some way to integrate it and overpower it, like the guru who drank a vile of LSD and nothing happened. I should be able to eat a microwave burrito and not feel sick afterwards, not that I want to.

     I said something like, “I call upon all entities who...” then realized that was too nonspecific. Somewhere in my searching for a label for these types of entities, I heard, “The Angels of Reconstruction.” This may be a name from my subconscious or rational mind, but it doesn't matter. As soon as I heard the name, I felt a strong connection for and affinity to them. I called on them seriously and fervently. For some reason I have it in my mind that they will beef up my muscles somehow or increase the efficiency of my organ systems. The energy and voices that came through were absolutely extraordinary. In the middle of the healing, I heard what sounded like the voices of children outside the window, then the sound of running water. As I opened my eyes, I saw that it was now raining. I was about to finish prematurely but I heard Russell still practicing in the living room so I continued. (I'm paranoid he'll walk in on me making funny sounds. Strange since his warm-ups include vocal exercises that sound just as ridiculous as my glossolalia.) Then another voice came through, very high-toned, very angelic, and it sing-spoke to me in a very warm way. I think it was telling me about the subtle connections of human bodies and angels and healing some of the pain we go through in transition from physical bodies to bodies of increased light. It had a male quality to it, but very understanding, very empathic to the state I am in and so so compassionate.

     Just as I finished and opened my eyes again, I heard Russell singing Oh, Holy Night, and he was just then starting the line, “Oh, hear the angel voices.” Synchronistic enough for ya?